"Congrats!"

"Thanks. But still not decided yet."

"Why not?"

.........

because God prepared a particular path for me. I cannot go for another route. Its my fate. I've no choice but to follow n obey althought it might not be what i want.


goodnite!

i need someone to talk to sooooooo badly.
you. emo-ing
you. sleeping
you. dont know where are u, probably outing with *him*
you. dont know where are u either, probably on d phone.
you, probably studying

i dont know wt to do now.
my mind is so empty.

ciaoz`

B A C K ! !

i'm b.a.c.k!! But seriously i still got lotsss works to be done T.T i wish i could have more time to spend =x

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHENGDAR!!!! 

i found tis in my hp.. ChengDar n CheeWoh
Nigel is in UK.. lol, guess no more tongkatali+tunfatimah since cheewoh is still in Msia.. Haha..
Enjoy ur bday=)

Finally, trials o v e r ! ! ! but final is coming..in 2weeks time? aiks. gotta work harder peepps.

ps: Bro, u too, ur exam is coming tooooo.. someone is coming backkkkk weeeeeeeee*~ lols

Yeeying, she'll be alrite.. we always love u ya.. Be tough, girl. mwahhss*~

Few days ago, mom said: "u needa operate if things get worse."
WHAT?? i hate doctors(sorry to those doctors-to-be)! OPERATION?? NO WAY!!! i hate i hate i hate.. i dun wanna stay in hospital.. i dun want!! i want my life.. I dont know hows d "operated shuxin" is going to be. i must fight against the *virus*! But....i found out that tis *virus* is strong enuf to take away someone's life. I DONT WANT!! ok, stop it. if not, it might rains=x

Pressure.. i didnt get any offer letters so far.. Dad: "no nid to study larrr". lols daddy, i wish =x haha.. tonness of books are waiting for me to study to go through again n again..

Getting emo these days.. i want to know d reason(s). i want to know every single thing!
These days...
Dont feel like onlining.
Dont feel like talking.
Dont feel like going out/hanging out with my frens.
Dont feel like studying.
Really dont know wts going on.

ciaoz.
take care people(:
mwahhs.

emevaeltnowuoytahtdiasuoydnawonuoydeeniuoyssimislpwonpuekaw.

W u h o o o o o o o ! ! ! Finally trials is over!!! but, i dont think its good, coz final is getting closer n closer, sobs =( nevermind, i should relax for ONE DAY! just for 1day =x and, i want to watch M O V I E S S S ! ! ! Finally i watched CJ7 during quarantine =S It was...okayy =S i still prefer Secret (: anyway, loads more moviesss to go^^


Got tagged by SueWen, she made me korek my secondary pic @@
and.. here it goes:

1. The most recent picture of you.

this one i suppose=S lama tak ambil gambar d=X


When was this taken?
Apr...tak tau =S 

Who took it?
Me. myself. 

Where was it taken?
My home? 


2. A picture of you making a peace sign. / A picture of you with your tongue out. :P

err.. after swimming =x

Is this picture in color?
Yahhh.

Are your nails painted in the picture?
Nopp.

3. A picture of you in a weird/random place:

random enough? by Rachel Nge@@

4. A picture of you in uniform.

Spot me? err.. School Uniform + labcoat. okayy bah? i miss secondary life =(


5. A picture of you with Christmas Tree/ Christmas decorations.
-tak ada lar.. sorryyyy-


6. A picture of you with your hair up.

err.. i know tis is messy, but i cant find another pic with my hair up coz i seldom tie my hair =x 

7. A picture of you with weird face.

weird enough? @@

8. A picture of you wearing yellow!

latest pic tat i took with tis yellow shirt i think =x 

9. A picture of you wearing blue.
tak ada =S sorryy.

10. A picture of you wearing green!

taken by Jack (:

now i tagg.... whoever is reading tis!!!
YEEYING!!! buat!!!

goshhh!! 1more week to go!!! then, buhhbyee TRIALS!!! cant wait! exam is driving me m.a.d @@
but, haha, i still go out =)) went to 1u with zheng hao aka kor and jh after collecting results. Watched Ah Long(FINALLY!!) weiiii!!! aku tak berapa faham lehhhh @@ aiks.. nvm, wan to watch loaddds movie after trials! Surprisingly parents didnt say A WORD!! mwahhaahaha!!! thanks daddy mommy. i owax luv u <3


C.H.I.A.Y.E.E.Y.I.N.G. zzz.. owax tagggy me @@
Thankssssss for....saving me from studying? lol..
err.. Surveyy?

Prologue-

1.Who took your profile picture?
`myself

2. Exactly what are you wearing right now?
`green pdi t-shirt, shorts?

3. What is your current problem?
` studies?

4. What's the name of the song your listening to?
` "wo bu pei" by Jay

Chapter 1: ABOUT YOU ♥
1. NICKNAME?
` sushi? apa lagi?@@

2. Eye color?
`dark brown? black?

3. Hair color?
`brownish?

Chapter 2: FAMILY ♥
1. Do you live with your parent(s)?
`of course =)

2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?
` Yepp

3. Are your parents cool?
` hmm.. No idea.. Maybe?

4. Do you have any siblings?
`yepp. 2 younger brothers

Chapter 3: FAVORITE ♥
1. Ice Cream?
` Choc!!! weeeeeeeeeeee*~

2. Season?
` Winterrrr 

3. Book?
` i dun lik bookssss =((

4. Band?
` no specific ones (:

5. Food?
` steak? pasta? sushi? spaghetti?

6.Drink(s) (non alcoholic)?
` Mineral water? LOL =x

7. Pen color?
` blue

8. Store?
` lotssss mann!!

9. Person?
` uncle neth? vian? zh? *someone*?

Chapter 4: DO YOU ♥
1. Write on your hand?
` nuppppp 

2. Call people back?
` Depends.. normally i do(:

3. Believe in love?
` yeahh

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
` nop i guess =x

Chapter 5: HAVE YOU ♥
1. Kissed someone in the pass 48 hours?
` nooppp duhhh =.=

2. If so...where?
` .....no where

3. Had MENTAL therapy?
` tak ada la @@

4. Gotten surgery?
` yuppp

5. Taken painkillers?
` yupp

6. Overdosed on pain killers?
` nopppieee

7. meet friends on friendster?
` going go =)) 

8. if so..where?
` still dont know

9. Do you have a crush on anyone?
` hahahahaha!!! what do u think?

10. Do they know?.
` LOL.. what do u think? haha

Chapter 6: WHO/WHAT WAS THE LAST ♥
1. Person to text you?
` my... ngek ngek ngek

2. Thing you touched?
` books @@

3. Thing you said?
` OK. come back early yaa!!


another one((:
1. A random boy/girl approaches you asking your name, you say?
` errr? who r u?

2. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
` H2O =))

3. What does your last text message say?
` Haha.. -cencored- sowwieee =s 

4. The last song you listened to?
` huhh? i'm still listening borr..

5. Who do you trust with your life?
` my family. i love u!!!

6. If you could change your name to anything. What would it be?
` NO WAY!!!

7. What would you say if someone tells you, you're gorgeous?
` haha, u're so good in kidding

8. What do you hate about your school?
` sch rulesss @@ shud be college rules!!! ishhh!!

9.how often do u curse??
` i dont curse?

10. Do you trust all of your friends?
` not all of them. i'm sorry =S

11. Would you move to another state?
` nop for now

12. Have you ever talked on the phone while in the shower?
` nooo =.=

13. Are you afraid of falling in love?
` hahaha.. a bit

14. Would you stop talking to your friends because of a new partner?
` nooooo. 

15. What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
` @@ apa nii??

16. Fill in the blank.
I love my ___
`ipodddd!!!

Vvian Yap Hooi Pin, its your turn!!!
hmm.. ShookYing + Caren =)
Vince dont run!!! buat skrggg
Ashley ^^
Lillien, Rachel Nge!!!
hmm... and whoever reading tis now =))

double taggy T.T

*tuttt* YEEYING & LILLIEN tagggeeeddd me T.T
luckily both r d same taggy.. phew.

Instructions: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
i've got VIVIAN YAP HOOI PIN!!! mwaahahahaha.. ok, lets be serious, err... i don't know. Probably before 28? @@ bf pun tak ada, macam mana marry? lol..

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
Beeeeeeeee - he crapz alot? xP (i'm sorry beeeeeee, but isnt it GOOD? coz u're making me happy)
Vvian Hooi Pin - She's my laogong so is a MUST!!! xP
YeeYing? ZhengHao? i dont know.. but i wanted to take uncle neth, but.....i think he dont blog =(

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
UK! Australia!!

4. Do you believe in yourself?
It depends.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
For now, i cant survive without SNACKS!!! =S

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Family and friends.

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Give some to my parents(they spent alot on me), then, keep some, probably 1/3 in bank. Then, SHOPPING!!!! or mayb go wherever i want to go?

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Nooooop i guess.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Chia YeeYing, she is..
`chubby?
`great chatter box?
`trendy?

Lilien Siew...
`Funny?
`she is loudddddd=x
`ahhhh!!! good in making beautiful cards?

10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
Its toooooooo much to be listed out=x (probably tats why i'm still single now, haha!!)

11. What kind of person you hate the most?
i'm trying not to hate anyone =x

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
Probably no. I'd rather make a different in future=)

13. Are you happy with your life now?
Of course =))

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends and family ^^

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
I'll stay with my family. I'll move if they're moving. I wont leave them alone.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
being impatient?

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Uncle neth, Vvian Hooi Pin. Beeeeeee oso(but Beeee dont online d). who else? oh!!! MY BROSSS!!!

18. What's your weakest point?
Emo & cry easily =x

19. What is the best thing that happened this year?
2008.. mayb my bday. *thanks everyone mwahhhss*

20. What is the one thing you regret most?
I.............stopped my piano at grade7 =(

I TAG:
Vivian Hooi Pin
Shook Ying
Caren Jia Shyn
Beeeeeeeeee
Vincent
.....whoever feels lik doing it

YeeYingChia, it's 2.52AM now.. dont u feel guilty? ahhhhaaa xP
compensation?? hmm... i'm not that greedy, its more than enuf if u buy my some PANDA REMOVAL thingy lidat.. =)) mwahhahaha!!

time to slp~~
good nite

b.i.t.c.h

i WAS a b.i.t.c.h. but, RACHE* NG* WAS the b.i.t.c.h-est haha!! Went for film shooting(is it? but i dont know the name of the film =x) at Sri KDU(i luv their sch, its so HUGEEEE!!!). and so..Rac, Aiva n i acted as b.i.t.c.h @@ while viv n ck just acted as....classroom student? or nerd? It was so tiring.. anyway, is a great experience. i luv it. i enjoyed! thanks Ms Elaine=) and now, i miss CLARE aka mini elaine~~ she was so cuteee!!

Someone is so gonna kill me if i didnt post this..

so,

HAPPY 18th BDAY to
VIVIAN YAP HOOI PIN!!!

U're OFFICIALLY 18yrs old!! and FINALLY u're legal to...*ahem* haha lolx

And HAPPY 18th BDAY TO
EAN WEARN aka the stripperrr..


Ciaoz..~

DON'T SPOIL IT.

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...

NO CHEATING!


1. Min Ken =(
2. Beeeeeeeeeeee
3. Vivian Yap Hooi Pin.
4. Uncle Neth.
5. 2nd bad kor.

DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!


1. HOW DID YOU MEET 1(MinKen)?
hmm.. MCKL.


2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1(MinKen)?
more than 10?


3. how long have you known 4(Uncle Neth)?
err... more than 5yrs?


4. How do you know number 3(Vvian Hooi Pin)?
hmm.. thru Ashley den mailing den met in school.


5. wheres 5(2nd bad kor)?
i dont know. home? outside yumcha-ing?


6. A fact about number 1(Min Ken)?
super good bro!! luv u bro mwahhss!!


7. Who is 4(Uncle Neth) going out with?
ME?? haha!! i dont know~


8. What does 1(Min Ken) do for a living?
Play around? lol sorry i dont know=x


9. Would you live with number 3(Vvian Hooi Pin)?
SURE!!! xP


10. What do you like about number 2(Beeeeeeeee)?
Always there when i need her/him?


11. Do you miss number 5(2nd bad kor)?
i dont know.. a bit guar..


12. Would you make out with number 4(Uncle Neth)?
errrr...?? no idea =S


13. What's your opinion of number 2(Beeeeeeeeee)?
hmm.. feel comfortable to talk to?


14. What's your favorite memory with number 5(2nd bad kor)?
can i skip? hmm form4, form5.


15. What would you do if number 1(MinKen) and 2(Beeeeeeee) were going out?
impossible bahhh.. they dont know each others.


16. Ever had a long conversation with 5(2nd bad kor)?
ya.


17. Have you ever slept at 2's(Beeeeeeee) house?
Noooooo..


18. Do you hang out with 3(Vvian Hooi Pin) a lot?
OF COURSE~ mwaahahahaha!!


19. Who have you known the longest?
#2(Vvian Hooi Pin)


21. How often do you talk to 1(MinKen)?
quite?


22. What about 2(Beeeeeeeee)?
Almost everyday but now..exam period. Beeeee's comp spoilt, so....


23. Have you ever taught 3(Vvian Hooi Pin) more than a friend?
dont know? but we're more than a friend now ^^ 


24. Would you go out for a date with 5(2nd bad kor)?
no chance.


25. Do you dream about 2(Beeeeeeee)?
yupp..


26. What did no 4(Uncle Neth) did to you that you can never forget?
His lecture, scolded me for crying =x oppps


27. What have you done for 1(Min Ken) that the person never forget?
Dont know?


28. What's 3(Vvian Hooi Pin) hobby?
Sleep? Online games?


29. Tag 5 people
Vivian Yap Hooi Pin, Shook Ying, Caren, Rachel Nge, Beeeeeeeeee.

Apr fool...nothing happened. Just another ordinary day. Not as fun as those time when in secondary school. I miss those momentsss with mwaa frenssss.

Early in the morning, heard the "irritated" song once i turn on the radio. Bad starting of the day. Anyway, thats the past. Followed by Yoga's song. Another *bla bla bla* song.

I MISS soooo many ppl rite now.. really miss them.. Lets see.. I miss MINKEN!!!! MISS HIM SO MUCH!!! wuuhoooo i know he is coming back.. I miss *you*(thou saw u talked to u just now but still....). I miss Nigel! i miss ChengDar! I miss SinYing! I miss uncle neth(thou chats with him almost everynite, but soooo long nvr seen him d). I miss YeeYing(lama tak see u!!!!) I miss ZhenHan(wheelchair? =x) I miss awww... i miss so many ppl rite now.. i'm so moody now. yea m-o-o-d-y. :'(

tml...maths test n chem test. All the best everyone. Ms Lim is going to SCREAM again =x LOL!

bahhhh its 2am now.. time to bed.
Good night!
mwahhsss`

moody? happy?

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danshinikaixinjiuhao.
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huoxuwozhendehuidaoyaoyuandedifangqu.
baozhong.zhenxinisuoyongyoudeyiqie.

每天张开眼睛第一件事就是想你
空气有草莓的香气
每天幻想柳橙色的为俩盖在草地
让我们发明最美的约定

每天分手回家第一件事就是复习
快乐和感动几比几
每天都是因为你而看见风和日丽
你为我发明最美的天气
(每天第一件事 - 梁静茹)

BACK TO STUDYYYY!!!! @@
all the best everyone=)