Shuxin ooohhhh Shuxin,

What's wrong with you?

What's troubling you?

Where is your cheerful characteristic?

Where is your optimist thinking?

Why you're so emo today?

Why you're so unmotivated today?

Where is your "piaaaaaaa!!!" spirit?

Upset? Ya.

Unhappy? Ya.

Lonely? Not really.

Bored? Exactly!

Tired? No.

Lazy? Absolutely!!!

Missing anyone? That's for sure!

Feel like talking? Not really for now.

Why? Don't knowww!!!

Shuxin ooohhhh Shuxin,

You'd better pick up with your revision!

You'd better pack and throw away all your emotional thoughts.

You'd better sleep now and get up early and continue with your revision!!!

Shuxin, you're useless!!! You're not supposed to be beaten down so easily!!!

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

SNOW!!!!

snow snoW snOW sNOW SNOW!!!!

Yesss!! Finally it's snowing here in Nottingham (: It's my first snow in UK and in my lifeeeee!!!

At first, I asked my friend, "Is it raining or snowing?". Hmm... About few minutes later, it gets heavier and thus confirmed its snowwww!!!! I was so excited!!! I wanted to scream, but i was in Hopper bus to Jubilee Campus so.. i gotta shut up.. Look at this, even car is covered by snowwww!!!
Ya.. I'm excited... Soooo excited!! But its not heavy enough for me to make snowman or play snowball like a 3year old kid... And not to forget, its SUPER COLD OKAYYYYY!!! =.=

Checked the weather forecast, wish for more snowww... And this happened!!!!

SNOW for the whole dayy?!!! Wooooo!! And it's going to be freeeeezingly cold=.=

Dear Shuxin,

You seriously need to cut down on your weight. You need a serious diet! Do you want to look like this?

You have to accept the fact that you are SHORT!!! In fact, VERY SHORT!!! You're going to look like a pumpkin if you're still growing horizontally!! Do you want to have a watermelon-sized butt and waist? Do you want to throw away all your XS-sized clothes, all your beloved dress?

I'm sure you don't want to! So, you better start controlling your meal!! Do sports!!! You do sports everyday in Malaysia but why not at all here in UK?! No excuse!!! You're not forgiven for your laziness!!!! You are such a lazy girl!!!!

So, DIET!!!! Eat lesser, no more chips, no more errr okay probably lesser chocolate and practise more sports!!!

(:

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Sunday is the day!!
Yeahhhh (:
Is the day which makes me feel warm, feel ultra happy..
I love Sunday!!!!
Why?
Because I get to Skype with my family.....
I get to see my beloved parents and brothersss.. Awwww!!
I love Sundayyyy!! YEahhhhhh (: I'm feeling so hyper now (: So energetic again!!
I'm officially missing them.. Awwww :(
♥

醒目？不！

体谅？不!

细心？也不！

了解？不见的很！

关心？Nonono..

懂得照顾自己？不！

懂得照顾别人？更加不可能！

简单的。。

保持清洁？有待进步！

独立？不！

自私？Hmmm...

分享？不可能！

天啊！什么都不行！！

有什么是行的？逛街， 浪费钱！

还有？想不到。。。

要怎样去做个成功的女生？

要怎样去做个好女朋友？

要怎样去服侍人？

Brewery Factory @ 27 Oct

I'm feeling sooooo unmotivated now, I don't know what went wrong.. Arghhh!!

Nvm, browsing through my photo album.. And i found THIS!!!

Visited a brewery factory for FREEEEE with my coursemates on 27 Oct. Yahhh!! It's totally freeee!! Plus we get n-pint of free beeeerr!!! Probably the faculty or school subsidised? It's actually organised by one of our lecturers for one of our modules, BOB(Basis of Biotechnology). Plus, it's REPORT-FREE trip!! So, we just...ENJOY LARRR~ LOL

Pegidreeeeee (:

Dog food? NOOOO!!! Look carefully, contains 4.5% vol of alcohol..

Fermentation process, beer in progress.. Haha (:

Too bad that we're not allowed to take photos during the visit, guess it's P&C so, I only manage to take this fermentation part.

Followed by chit chatting session with coursematesss... PLUS FREE BEEERR!!! LOL sounds like i'm an alcoholic?! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Foong May & IMalaysian ROCKS!!! All the Malaysian in my course (:

Rather a relaxing visit. And, eventually from this visit, we get to know some of the coursemates better (:

More to comeeee..
Stay tunned (:

15 Oct 09

It's 24Nov and I'm writing something which happened on the 15th of Oct, which is sooooooo long ago.. I'm so sorry. I always wanted to post, but I've got bad time management, so... T.T

What I'd conclude is... This day is awesome!! (: I love it!! You'll know why till the end of this post (:

Attended 9am class as usual. It was a rainy day i remember. Then, meet up with this "longgg lost bro of mine". Who who who? Hahaha!

He came all the way from Buckinghamshire to my place just to bring me for dim sum. However, we can't find any dim sum restaurant, ended up in Wagamama for lunch.

wagamama - the menuthe fried prawn"wo dip" thumbs upp upp!!!fried squid?fried chicken. This is really really nice. TOES UP!! LOLSeafood Udon?Salmon udon?

All the dishes we ordered. I'd say it was the most delicious meal i'd ever had since my arrival.

2nd round.. pre-dinner meal..

it tastes like indian food way back in Malaysia..Fried prawn, nice too, but Wagamama's one nicer (:There he is. I've not seen him for more than 10 years. I can hardly recognise him. But, he still never fail to take ultimate good care of me.

Thank youuuuu (:

I got so much to express, but, seems like I can't express myself well in words.
Things come and go. Day passes and we learnt and we grew.
I got so much to share with everybody, but, again, I've no idea how to put them in words.
The happy and the unhappy ones.
My mind is full of thoughts, but all in pieces and very random ones.
When i'm happy, I hope there's someone to share my happiness with.
When i'm down, I hope there's somebody to cheer me up.
When i'm cold, I hope there's a......
I changed? Pessimist? I don't know.
But, there's one thing i know, that is, I MISS MALAYSIA!!! I miss my family, my home, mulians, my friendsss and NASI LEMAK!!!
and another thing i'm pretty sure is that i'm loving UK, yes, I AM!
Just bumped into my lil brother's facebook, yes, he has a facebook account! Feel so proud of him..
Had a really long video call with my family the other day. I feel so touched, so warm.. I likey this feeling.. More video calls to come!!

Exam timetable is out, its terribly arranged!!!! Arghhh!!! It's like....5papers in a week time! WHAT?!! Nerdy mode is soon to be switched on T.T

小气？大小姐？急性子？

我不懂。。总之就是顶不顺啊！！beh tahannnnnn!!! *screammmmmm!!!

拜托你、你、你、你、你、你还有你，放过我吧！！！！！

It feels superb every time after I called you.

But, you made me miss home even more :(

Your cooking, my bed, my room, everything..

Home sweet home :(

I miss daddy, mommy and brothers dearly <3

Take care, I'll be back soooooonn (:

*hugs!

是你小气还是我敏感？

那样就没有朋友做了。。什么回事？

被人讥笑几句就计较那么多？

朋友化成陌生人,not even a "hi-bye" friend。。值得吗？

失望吗？或许吧。。

流泪了..

又流泪了..

怎么啦?

是孤单吗?

寂寞吗?

害怕吗?

还是没有理由地掉泪?

变态的!心理不平衡啊?!!

Mid Autumn Festival - 4 Oct

This is the first festival that I celebrated alone(as in without family).. What's the feeling? Hmm.. Lonely? Homesick? It will become terribly lonely if you have no friends around you.. Serious! Friends are so important to survive!!!

Dinnerrr!! Woooottttsss!!!
Mooncake brought all the way from Malaysia.. Guess how much does a mooncake cost in UK? Super duper hyper expensive!!!

Imagine Mid Autumn Festival without tanglung and candles.........Poooor kids:( ps, i'm still a kid kayyy!!!

Tadaaaa~~ Tanglung and candles brought from Malaysia by Sook Fun.. Though I'm in UK, but everything still BUATAN MALAYSIA!!! (: LOL

Lighting up tanglung in progress...

Rounder moon in UK? Hmm.. Dont think so.. But, I miss playing candles, tanglungs, outside my house with my brothers :(

and and and... and mustn't forget this cute mooncake from Chun Minggg (:

Thank you! (:

Goose Fair - 3 Oct

"XIN!!!!!! HOW ARE YOUUUU???"
Chill chill!! I'm good(: Very healthy, as usual, short and round (:
How are you people there in Malaysia, in Australia, in Ireland, in Russia, in India, in Indonesia? Great?

Goose fair.. What's gooooose fair? It's not a fair which sell goose, but its something like the fun fair in Malaysia. Biggest fun fair? I've no idea.. But, it's really crowded! And, there are many many games that you wouldn't see in fun fair Malayia.. Like.....*ahemmm ahemmm!!(clearing throats), I'm so proud of myself that i tried this...
Lol, actually nothing to be proud with.. I'm very louya la.. Pening-pening belaka after the ride =x

The eye of Nottingham? Err..... *Whoooooo!

This is the first proper picture I took once I arrived. Goose fair was 2weeks later after my arrival. Rounder? Shorter? Mwahahahaha!! U judge it yourself (:

ciaoz! Busy busy busyyyyy T.T

只是纯粹的关心吗？

以一样的态度对待他人吗？

始终还是一个谜底。。

害怕。。到了夜深，自然感到害怕；但并不是害怕黑暗。。

累了，闭上眼，却睡不好。。

在等着信息吗？在担心吗？

有谁可以陪我到我入睡？陪我聊天到天亮？

会是你吗？你？妳？还是你？

原来真相是如此。。

人，真的是自私的。。

我不后悔一直以来都被你烦着，打扰，更不怪你一次又一次的破坏我心情。。

我只会怪自己那么天真。。

帮你帮到我累了，被你烦到很烦了。。我忍!

直到。。。。。我看到你的真面目，我彻彻底底的失望。

原来，都是同类的。。

“Sharing is caring”是不存在的！

欣啊！！醒目点啦！！！不要再被人利用，被人欺负了啦！！

好累好累。。

Waiting for my update? Checking my blog regularly? I wish you are =x Hahaha!!

I'm so sorry for making you guys worry about me. Thanks for all the texts, all the emails and calls all the way from Malaysia. Feel loved, warm. Thanks! Mulians, thanks alot for your support and mulian love (: I love you guys♥ I'm glad that I met many nice seniors here, supporting me when I'm in trouble. Thanks!

Back to week one in Nottingham..

Free Salmon dinner served by uni.

Social activity in Portland building. Niceeeee!! (:

Not much photos taken.. Nothing much happen too. Been to the city quite often.. Hmm.. Going out again soon, yah, very soon (:

Smiled? Laugh at me?! @@"

Someone, you know who you are, snapshot me while i have skype with him. How baddd!! Fattening? Yahh i know, I still can accept the fact the i'm growing horizontally coz I've been eating nonstop since the day I reach T.T Diet, i know!! I need to diet T.T

Gotta go!
Stay tuned (:

Hey ya people!! I'm still ALIVE!!!! I'm sorry for not updating my blog.

A short and quick one.. This is how much luggage 5girls have when we arrived at Heathrow Airport, London (:

I love hot chocolate.. yummmyyy (:

Will try to update more soon(:
People!!! Update meeee!!!

I miss you guys!!

*hugss!

Farewell Part 2

Lets continue with my farewell journey..

9 Sept 09
Three of us (Gan, Zeng Chey & xin) decided to visit our former high school teachers before we leave to UK. Daryl and Pris tagged along (:

Pn Chai, Form teacher and Maths.

Cik Rosnah, our Malay teacher.

En Cheng, our Form4 Physics teacher

Pn Usha, the discipline teacher and taught us English in form4? 5?

Pn Yap, Add Maths (:

Pn Sarojah, our Form4 Biology teacher.

Pn Zahrah, Chemistry.

Pn Wan Napsiah, History; En Suhaimi, PJK for laki-laki

Pn Soon

Pn Lily, Form2/3 English

All of us miss the place where we used to hang around early in the morning before assembly.. Miss that feelingg, sleeping on the bench etc. LOL

Then, went to have lunch with Mr Lim @ Big Big Bowl.
We still love him like how we used to (: We miss the way he taught us Chemistry. We miss his classes :(

Thank you!!

11 Sept 09
Nutty Chocolate round 3!! Yahhh round 3 T.T
Pris, Daryl, Gan & Zeng Chey came over to my house to make for mulians. Aren't we sweet? =p

Thank you!!

12 Sept 09
I had a great time with them! Thanks for planning.. Last sing k session @ Subang Neway.

Zhee Ping

xin

Zhee Ping, xin

xin, uncle Neth

Zhee Ping, xin, Uncle Neth, Shin YingYah.. I can be that samseng! hahaha! Eye balls fall off? haha!!

Round2, yumcha @ Spicy.
They worried that I'll forget how Malaysia flag looks like when I'm there. LOL

Thank you!!

Round 3
Yumcha farewell @ Chandran with Mulians

Zheng Hao, Ying

Daryl, Pris, San

Ying, Zeng Chey

webcam-ing with Mulians in Aussie - QiHao and Beh. Seee!! We never forget about you guys (:

Chun Ming, Jiunn Herng

I'm so tanned =.= too much outings. LOL

14 sept 09
Lunch with Zheng Hao, dearest kor of mine. I gonna miss Nasi Lemak T.T No pictures taken..

Farewell dinner with family and uncle KC's family @ Restaurant Palace.

Over The Moon

Montes i think..

Guess i gonna miss them a lot a lot T.T

Like what I promised, we'll have another party after I come back (: stay tuned!

Thank you!!

15 Sept 09
Aremmm... Basically just stay at home, packing. Overweight kao kao =.= No choice, but to pack again. Repeat and repeat @@ Hate packing part...

Catch me before I leave. In case some might not know yet, yeah people, I'm going to UK in 24hours time..

Again, thanks for all the farewell, outings organised. I'm very glad, had fun. Thanks for all the presents, wishes(:

Thank you!!