emo-ing

Firstly, hope and pray that SinYing can get well soon. You looks so weak just now. rest more.. and we do remember your "kfc" =)) Loveyou!! mwahhs!!

and...i..

found so many things that i dont wish to see.
found so many things which i dont want to accept.
found so many things that is enough to hurt me.
found......
just hoping whatever you said is the truth.
i dont want to know anything anymore.
i'm seriously tired of that.
i'm just too innocent.
just too easy to be cheated.

i was actually doing Maths hw, but, i saw "it" and now i'm not in mood to continue doing Maths hw anymore. The feeling is so ouch-ing. Guess i'd just give up doing Maths and go sleep now. "Staying up late just to wait for somebody else." This is not the first time. What should I do now at this very moment? Lets listen to some super duper emo songs?(any1 share?)

will be tough. no worries.
ciaoz