真的要经历过了才懂吗？

难道不能有防人之心吗？

不管受害者有多坚强，阴影一定还在。。

笨蛋！真的很笨！

30min to 8pm.

Why 8pm?

Because.. I can't eat or even drink anything after 8pm!
It's like PUASA!!!

arrghhh!! How I'm going to survive?!

Gonna get dehydrated *sream!!

This is really torturinggg..

I'm not Muslim but I have to PUASA with them?! WHAT!!!!!

What can I do? T.T

SAVE ME!!!!!!!

Again, got quarantined.
But this time, surprisingly nobody care, no nagging, no begging, no scolding etc.
So, ended up hanging out EVERYDAY! Yes, everyday since I came back from Bandung.
On the way back from Bandung to Msia, I thought I'm going to have few days break, good rest before meeting up my friends, relatives this and that. Manatau, TAK ADA!!!

In Bandung, I'm tired.
Tired of walking under the hot sun searching for more and more factory outlets, and ended up with empty hands.
Tired of searching clean restaurant, nice place to dine.
Tired of taking care of my own belongings, especially passport!!
Tired of getting up in the midnight.

When I'm back @ Malaysia, I'm tired too.
Tired of washing and ironing few buckets of clothes, you know, guys don't wash their clothes, so when I'm back its like...4days punya bajuuu! Aduiii!! WHY CANT GUYS DO THE HOUSEWORK??!!
Okay, housework gao dim.

Then, dad dragged us pergi shopping again!! Buy this buy that bla bla bla, oh no!! I think my luggage gonna be overweight!! Shop few days, not with empty hands this time, but, I need some healthy activities, I need fresh air!!!

Status for now probably is 0/100 =.= I'm so tired, not physically but mentally.
Tired of shopping. I know its kinda weird to see this from me but.....alah!
Tired of hanging out everyday.
Tired of thinking what other things that I have not done.
Tired of remembering my upcoming events.
etc etc etc.

*pooooooooofff!! exhausted!

I'm screaming for outdoor activities, NOT SHOPPING anymore please!! anyone?
I'm yelling for fresh air!
I need a BREAK!!! Please set me freeee. Free from outings, free from shopping and let me SLEEP!! T.T

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Vian YHP, don't think I manage to korek 3days for you. sorry!
Uncle Neth, I don't think our cat.vian.xin genting trip still on. sorry! But, i'll keep another day free for cat.vian.xin(:
Jackie, don't think I got time to make Sushi again. Next year maybe?
a lot a lot a lot more!!!

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Running out of energy T.T

*pooooof!
off to bed.
good night!

Bandung trip

Yaaahhh, I'm back from Bandung! (:
Shopaholics must heard about this shopping paradise - Bandung, Indonesia.

22 Aug 09, say temporarily byebye to Malaysia.

Sunset, nice hoh?

Day#1
Flight delay + strict custom so we actually reached there quite late and we have supper instead of dinner at 12am =.= aduiii!!!

Ikan Gurame for dinner, personally don't really like this.

Guess what happened before I even started my "shopping war"?
Yes! Mom and I kept on diarrhoea on the very very first night T.T

Day#2

This is what happened when shopping.

"Rp 1,000,000 is how much har?"
"This bank note is how much har?"
"Here got how many zero ar?"

Nobody know how to read the bank notes + conversion on the first day. Calculator here calculator there =.= Tooooooo many zeross and my friend told me that she's like holding Monopoly $ =.=

This Rp 50ribu voucher kept the shopoholic sane.. We've got about 20-30 of this voucher =.=

Prawn sate, don't really like either.

Mommy monster is tired because her lil daughter walks nonstop =p

Results

Day#3

Excited because alot Rp left and I can shop till my clothes off =x

Mom busy squeezing everything into one plastic bag instead of carrying lots of plastic bags.

Results of day 3 shopping. Lagi little. Bor bian lar.. I don't know why I can hardly buy what I want there. Either my taste laoya or their market taste laoya =.= and and and.. I can hardly find my size there =.= all M or L or larger! HOW TO BUY?! Aduiiii!!

So, I actually bring back quite alot Rp =.= Dad was surprise =p mwahahahaha!! Proved that their daughter is not a big spender! xP

Day#4

All of us.

Don't look down on the only guy there. He bought much more stuff there compare with me =.=

"Aiyaaaa, overweight!" said Aunty Irene.

Guess what? My mom + my luggage is just 15kg!!! And we got 15kg luggage limit per person=.= I know i know @@"

Bye bye Bandung airport.

I didn't really enjoy this trip, probably because i bought nothing? Hmm.. No idea. I only can tell you, go Jln Dago and Jln Riau, many factory outlets there (: Other than that, I've nothing much to share. No nice food, no nice clothes, no hot chics, no hot guys, apa pun tarak. Yah! NO H1N1 tooooo!!! (:

Random thoughts

幸福。。

何谓幸福？

幸福的标准是什么？

谁又能得到真正的幸福呢？

而谁又能给呢？伴侣吗？家庭吗？朋友吗？

幸福，很抽象。

幸福不是什么高科技的科学。。

幸福是不能衡量的。。

那样，又怎能知道自己是不是幸福的呢？

爱情一定要轰轰烈烈才幸福吗？不！

那么，平平淡淡就幸福了吗？也不！

爱情，以微笑开始；以吻成长；以泪结束。

快乐的人并不代表他们幸福。。

但是，幸福的人肯定是快乐的。。

珍惜眼前人啊！

快乐也是一天，不开心也是一天，为什么不选择开开心心地过每一天呢？

人生能有多少的十年？

Edited,

I really don't like the feeling when I know you're back but you're not there.

dropped once again. i'm sorry.

RIP Sylvester

2009 aint a good year to me afterall.

Not at all!!

I gained but I lost even more.

Why? Why this has to happen to me again?!

I hate this!

I don't like the feeling.

I don't want to accept the truth either!

8smtg, Shawn called me, but I was still sleeping.

Then, ZH smsed me. I read and I was shocked, yet I was still in sleeping mode.

10smtg, Shawn called me again. And I CONFIRMED!

The last time I saw you was on Qi Hao's farewell party.

I regretted for not noticing your facebook, not knowing that you hoped to see us when you were admitted to hospital. I'm sorry!

Your laughter, will always be there with us.

You are one of the Mulians, now and forever!

Mulians will never forget that we had one chatterbox - Sylvester, so do I.

R.I.P Sylvester

We miss you, we always do!

We love you too.

Take care.

No more please. That's more than enough. That's more than what I can cope with.

Edited @ 1am.

Just came back from your funeral at Nirvana Memorial Park. Hope you're feeling better there in another world. I'm actually pretty upset when I heard about your death this morning. Till now, the reason of death is still remains as a question mark, it's a rare case according to doctor. We know that you're tired of fighting against the virus. Rest in peace, Sylvester Liew.

For those who know him and want to pay the last respect to him, his funeral will be held at Nirvana Memorial Park till 11am of 17Aug 09.

A thought for couple

Friends around me started discussing about bf-gf issue. Surprisingly, my mom also started bombarding me with funny funny questions.

"Did Rachel brings her bf back?"

"Did Alex brings his gf back?"

"Vivian and Roy still together?"

"What about Ken?"

Yea, all these questions were from my mom. I must say that my mom is a pro stalker. She remembers everything that I told her before, like this this this goes after that that that. She can even remember their siblings, this is really GENG!!! Back to bf-gf relationship, I personally think that my parents are still abit traditional-thinking, which is study comes first, paktor after graduate. Slowly, they are brainwashed by their friends, which is encourage their children to involve in a relationship especially during university/college life. This is a HOOOORRRAAYYYY to me, or probably they're still with their own old thinking? Ohh I don't know..

Before every couple turns out to be together, they dating, one party will do whatever he/she could to get another half. At this time, the first party will treat the other party super nice, super caring, super sweet etc. They will never say NO to the whatever the other half asked for.

Then, they started their love story. Slowly, the other party starts to demand more from the other half. Why human is so greedy and never satisfied with what they have? From bear to flower, to chocolate, to iPod, to iPhone, to some ridiculous things. One party can't stand with all this silly stuff, and they argue. Then settled down, make promises. Okay, now they're lovey dovey again. But, in less than a month time, they argue again. The cycle goes on and on again. In the end, they broke up. They are strangers. Isn't this childish?! Why can't they be friends after breaking up? Okay, I really don't understand.

Then, they meet a new target. The story is then starts all over again.

BUT BUT BUT.. Does that means they are still friends if they didn't start their love story in the very beginning(ie, refuse to pak tor with him/her)? No! They still end up like some strangers. Then, they know new targets and the story starts all over again and again and again.

Why??!! I really don't understand why.

Why broke up = strangers; didn't turn up also = stranger?

Why is it so? What can the other party do? Like this die, the other way pun die. WHY!!!??

Anyone can answer me?

I remember someone told me "we can't be friends anymore if you decided to break up."

WHAT? You're trying to use this to make me change my mind not to break up with you? Too bad, I can hardly change my mind after making decision.

Aren't love suppose to be simple and happy? Little actions like hugs and kisses? We've to accept the fact that there's actually no FAIRY TALE in reality.

Outings

7 Aug 09
Had a "marathon" outings with 2 different gangs =p

Round#1
Sing K with mulians in the morning session.

Gan & xin

ZC & xin

Ming & xin

The guys..

Ying & xin

Us (:

Ming, this is definitely not going to be the what what "farewell"..

Round#2
Yumcha with MCKLians in the evening..

Rachel made us pose like this T.T

From left: Alex Koh, Xuan Hong, Rachel, xin & Benj Cheong

10 Aug 09
Went to Tappers @ CapSquare with cat.vian.xin for lunch

Office boy cat

Vian

xin

Boss of the day. Thank you boss (:

Today.. Stuck at home.. Superrr boringgg!! Someoneeeee please save meeee T.T

New looks

Hello peoplee..

Surprised?
bluexin.blogspot.com is BACK!!

New layout, much simpler than the previous one..

Agreeee?

Any suggestions? (:

Okay, i know 06 pic looks funny, but, i can't find any 06 pic T.T I tried so hard to korek 06 pics lorrr :(

Bed time, good night!

30 July 2009

"Public Enemies" with Daryl and Zeng Chey at OneU after lunch at CHARMS cafe.

The rest of the mulians are not free, so ended up only three of us. Some working, some studying and some left :(

31 July 2009

"Overheard" with Ken.

I'm trying to take retard picture of him, but, he tak nak layan..

So, i went emo :(

Finally, he layan-ed. (:

1 Aug 2009 - Day#1 of quarantine.

After dinner, parents kinda gan cheong. Ended up in Winter Time for almost an hour.

2 Aug 2009 - Day#2 of quarantine.

Stayed at home and "boiled" HK drama series. My eyes hurt!!

Evening, OneU with family, again, they are gan cheong.. Ended up in luggage bags shops for another hour @@"

3 Aug 2009 - Day#3 of quarantine.

I already tak boleh tahan with all these quarantine quarantine thingy. So, I WENT OUT AGAIN!! But is with purpose =.= ended up in Station One, Menjalara.

Zeng Chey, my private agent =p TQ(:

Chun Ming, who came all the way from Malacca to join us for lunch.

Daryl, the super rajin one.. Holding his notes everywhere he goes.

Ohyea, I'm under quarantine:( Sorrryyyy! T.T

I'm sorry about the emo emo posts.

But, thanks for everyone who tried to cheer me up or made me smile.

I've removed the previous post for my very personal reason.

Thanks people!