Again and again,
where's ur honesty?
can i say i'm disappointed?
Saw smtg which i dont want to know.
Want to talk to someone.
But who shud i talk to?
Everyone has different aim for themselves.
Slowly, will put down the minor ones, then, will focus on future.
wish u luck.

goodnite

Finally, i got something to write:)
and,
Finally i'm free to catch a movie.
Last Saturday, malas abit. Worked for half day then W-E-T!!!
Watched 3D Journey To The Centre Of The Earth.
Well, i'd say i prefer d genting ones.
Why?
Because, genting ones, the chairs are movinggg!! but this...hmm.. Lil bit disappointing. Probably will rate it as 6/10?
Then, tried to spy chunkit and ****** but failed @@
We are not qualified to be paparazzi =x mwahahaha!!
Then, met Viv, Ken, ZhengHao, QiHao, JiunnHerng, Pris and Jack in DesaPark KluangStation.
Nothing much happened.
Ken, remains the same, unchanged =x
Now,
Rachel Nge(surprised?). I miss you:( When are u leaving again?
AlexKoh. IMU? lama tak jumpa!!
Benj Cheong. when is our(ziming) gathering? whers ur gf agn?
XuanHong. MARY YAP MEI MEI bila come back?? ini lagi lama tak jumpa!!! jb? h4e? haha
Josh. All the best in your Edexcel examinations:) will see u somewhere in Aug i guess.
Vivian HooiPin. i miss u dearly.. T.T shehhhh!! why never online 1?
Kenneth. UNCLE!!! nak minta tgi agn =p mwahahahaha!!
Yeeying. When is our next vocation?@@ miss d gila-gila moments la :(
Vince. Missing in action? haha!
William. Leaving soon? Take care!! Will try to meet up with aimay soon(i hope)
B(15e)!. 3am? 4am? no more :| HongKong?
Hmm.. my brain juice is drying d.. Guess will continue some other time:)
Bed time!

Before that,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
to
RACHEL NGE aka the b*tch =x

and
NG HONG CHIN

and,
guess this super loud woman's bday is coming(sorry le, duno when is ur exact day)..
so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
LILLIEN SIEW!!

good night!
cheers!

counting down...
13days to go:)

Missing In Action? Haha! sorry abt that :(
Just a quick update...
Recently, quite busy with work.
Felt isolated from zh, qh, viv and everyone(esp secondary frens).
Feel loneliness again.
Hmm.. Nothing much happened..
Just wasting my time on working instead of staying at home..
Running out of ideas what to write..
Anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to

SEAH MIN KEN!!!!!!!!!!!:)

ciaoz!
take care people!

tagged by Caren :)

Thanks Caren!! :)

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 2241
Name: Shuxin
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 5?
Height: omg.. more than 100cm?=x p&c la.. sorryy :(

Where do you live: Kepong
Favourite drinks: DragonFruit drinks
Favourite breakfast: anythin edible?

Have you ever been on a plane?: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep at school: of course =p
Broken someone's heart: maybe?
Fell off your chair: Yes/No? duno..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Hmm.. i think so?
Saved e-mails: Depends

What is your room like: Hmm.. oli 4walls? lol
What's right beside you: HANDPHONE!!!
What is the last thing you ate: fried rice

Ever had chicken pox: yeapp
Sore throat: duhh =.=
Stitches: No
Broken nose: No

Do you believe in love at first sight: mayb? no?
Like picnics: dont think so..
Who was, were the last person you danced with: nvr danced T.T
Last made you smile: Viv or ChunKit either 1
You last yelled at: myself

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Hahaha!! yuppp!!
Kissed anyone: nooopee
Get sick: nope:)
Talk to an ex: nopee
Miss someone: yess!!
Eat: Yes duhhh =.=

Best feeling in the world: travelling ard d world?
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no
What's under your bed: dust? haha
Who do you really hate: cant think of any at this moment
What time is it now?: 2246

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: yesshh!!
Do you have any siblings: 2
Do you want children: no idea.. find a husband 1st =)
Do you smile often: quite?
Do you like your hand-writing: normal?
Are your toe nails painted: Now nope.. Previously yes.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: nopeee
What color shirt are you wearing now: red
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: having dinner? or on d way back to home?
I can't wait till: someone's exams finish!!!
When did you cry last: few days ago..

Are you a friendly person: what do u think? lol(feedback plsss =p)
Do you have any pets: NOOO!!!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: his home? duhh=.=
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: yupp:)
Do you sleep with the TV on?: noppe:)
What are you doing right now?: typing duhh =.=
Have you ever crawled through a window?: =.=
Can you handle the truth?: depends
Are you too forgiving?: i dun think so?
Are you closer to your mother or father?: both
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: my bros?

How many people can you say you've really loved?: family, frens, basically everyone :)

Do you eat healthy?: 50% haha
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nopee
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: yes.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Ng Zheng Hao
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: depends on occasion
Are you confident?: not now

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Errr... i cant rmb ler..

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. study
2. shopping
3. relax
4. be independent
5. sleep:)

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. choc!!!
2. Famous Amos
3. i duno @@
4.
5.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. travel ard d world
2. bungalow
3. shopping kao kao
4. partial to charity?
5. den 50% for parents and 50% for myself i guess

5 of my bad habits:
1. nt confident enuf
2. always simply think
3. LAZY mwahahahaha!!
4. what else?
5.

5 places I have lived in:
1. Taman Ehsan?
2. Selayang?
3. Sungai Besar?
4. Menjalara?
5. Penang?

5 jobs I've had:
1. help parents in their office
2. Synovate
3. taught my cousin some basic piano stuff?
4. anythin else?
5. -

5 people I tag:
1. YEEYING!!!
2. min hao
3. rachel nge
4. vince lee
5. Sue Wen

This post is specially for ppl who loves me who really cares about me.. Thanks alot. i love you:)

Vivian Yap Hooi Pin
laogong of mine. Thanks alot. I think i got d answer that i want. but yet, i din dare to make any decision.. i need time :( Dont worry, i'll solve myself asap.. I LOVE YOU!!!! mwahahahahaha xP

Kenneth You
woke me up from blur-ness. thanks ya. and....WINTERCO!!! mwahahahahahaha=p err.. where is our(viv + xin) TGI?? dun pretend weihh!! =x

JiunnHerng
I know u really care about me. But i cant do anything about it. I'm sorry!

ZhengHao
Sorry, ytd didnt tell u wt happened yet keep u in blur-ness. But, thanks alot for *tat night*. Thanks for the encouragement. I learnt:)

*u
You love me. i know u do. but wt happened? i dont get it. My problem? or urs? i dont know.

B(15e)!
I was surprised when u mention about the "virus". Didnt know u rmb. Thanks alot for not giving me even a single chips:)

Vivian (weiwen)
Again, i dont know wt can i say. But, *round aplause*!! :) Rmb, dont force urself.. rest well ya!

Seah Min Ken
Broooo!!! shehh!! so mysterious.. bilaaa??!!!

QiHao, ChunMing
Thanks for cheering me up(again).

For those who i left out.. I'm sorry but i'll add once i rmb k?
And... Lets count down.. Sat, Sun and Mon.. 3more days i can relax n gila. After that.....:) I'll try to update my blog with wt i did:) Sharing is caring (:

Ciaoz!

Learning to be independent.
Learning to be tough.
Learning to make myself clear.
Learning to smile :)

Finally exams over. But.. i dont seem happy at all. So, bye MCKL, bye my lecturers(thanks alot), bye my collegemates. All the best peeps! BYE STUPID COLLEGE RULESS + CCTV!!! take care!!
and.. Why am i not happy? because i dont get to hang ard with my frens anymore? or because of exam?
Anyway, lets ignore those unhappy stuff.. And for now, i'm going to enjoy my hols b4 entering uni:)

Firstly.. Thanks NG ZHENG HAO(i rmb ur surname weihhh =p) aka kor, for pui-ing + comforting this crazy mui whole day ytd. Went to 1u + dinner. Didnt buy anything but ate quite lots of stuff and watch a stupid movie(Missing) which made me cant slp!! *dangggg* ok now laugh at me, i'm coward:(

Secondly.. To LIM CHUN MING!! When i think of ur name, i'll think of tat day when we went to fly kite. kinda siao oso.. Thanks for accompanying me n try to comfort me last night. and i feel btr:) thanks alot..

Next.. VIVIAN YAP (weiwen). Sorry tat i din go to station tis morning. Luckily everythin was ok. And, thanks for cheering me up.. thanks:) and... enjoy ur holiday at *ahem*. haha!! I'm glad that i know u. U're great:) thanks for being there whenever i need somebody:) Love u, my dear Viv!! ishhhh!!! jealous Leroy:(

Now, i realise that there are lots of ppl who cares abt me. I'm sorry that i made u guys worry. They tried to cheer me up, accompany me, talk to me etc etc. Thanks alot my frens.. Thanks for being there when i need somebody to talk to.. I realise that i shud appreciate what i'm having now(ps: excluding hols). I will, i promise.

And... to *u. I think u just simply dont know how to express urself. No more hiding please. No more breaking promises. No more unhappiness. No more no more n more... and, stand up strong to fight for what u wan.



Ciaoz!!

1 to go!!
Physics 6
Chemistry 6
cant wait cant wait :)
Thursday 3pm wuhooooo =p

UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone is out to prom but me.....:(
i wan to go!!!
but mommy x allow(coz of the stupid exam), sadddd:(
2 to go!!
19June!
i cant wait..
Physics 6
Chemistry 6
i cant wait to say BYE BYE A-LEVELS EXAM!!!

ciaoz.
All the best peeps.

Its about 2am and i'm still here blogging.
Why?
Because I CAN'T FALL SLEEP!!
I hate this kind of life. Its so torturing!!!
I got Physics test later and i cant rest well!
Whats going on?
maddddddd!!!
Anyway, lets summorise wt happened in the past few days.

My brother, again =.=
he won in SP Setia Badminton Tournament.
HE GOT RM300.00!!! arghhhhhhhh!! I WAN!!!
luckily he got only 1st runner up, if not, he got RM500.00!! waaahhhhh!!!
He is so happy that his ugly face on d newspaper.
Here's some of the pictures that my dad took that day.
My brother, the guy in blue shirt.



More than enough, i dont like uploading your pictures=x

Now, i got sooooo many things that i wanted to do after 19June!

• SLEEP!!!
• Watch movieeesss
• Shopping or window shopping
• KACAU VIVIAN YAP HOOI PIN and UNCLE NETH!!!
  
• Destroy *your* house
• ...... i cant think of anything rite now. iahdfiosdhgoisgeoifhf

Went back to college on Monday. My collegemates were discussing about MALACCA trip. And, i was like "what malacca trip?" I didnt know that my classmates were organising a trip to Malacca somewhere in June. what the hell! ok, fine. I'm ok with it(kononnya). Anyway, YAP CHUN KIT and VIVIAN YAP (wei wen) told me that WE ARE planning to go to somewhere in KL for some steamboat? and someother places for ice-cream? Hopefully you guys rmb my existance lar..

Rewind rewind, back to last Friday, when we had our C3 exam. Woke up slightly early in the morning to prepare coz ChunKit was suppose to fetch me at 11am. But he woke up late and ended up fetching me around 1130am. Then, went to fetch Viv. We headed to MidValley in stead of college for lunch. So, we ended up eating McDonalds in MidValley. And then, Viv and i decided to make ChunKit play the dancing machine in Arcade. After tired of revising, we went to Arcade. Lols! We raced... chunkit lost 2rounds. HAHAHAHAHA!!! In the end, we failed to make ChunKit play the dancing machine. Well, next time. Rachel Nge, remember CHUNKIT!!!!! Finally we reached college. We met Elaine Loh(@@) in front of the office. She told us to have dinner with her as that day was her last day in college. and... tada, somehow ended up in KFC =.= OMG!!!! pimples growing!!!

From the left: Vanessa(the bottom), Earn Wern, Viv, Me, Elaine, Rachel, Ee Yun.
The guys from the left: Daniel, Chun Kit, Benjamin Cheong.

CHIA YEE YING!!! i shud stop reading your blog.
you know why?
Because, i'm freaking jealous of u.
why?
because u shopped like a mad auntieee opps girl last week!! and i were struggling my exams! SO UNFAIR weihhh!!!
i hate you :(
you know, you shud buy me smtg weihhhh!!! 

wait, why didnt i mention about the petrol?
Why they want to increase the price soooooooooo much =.=
Hmm... Mayb i shouldnt complaint much.
Because.....
I only refilled petrol for less than 5times for almost 2years. AMAZING? haha!!

Someone scanned and sent some pic to me. I dont know how many yrs ago. But it was soooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont forget that u promised me smtg=p Should i share the pic with other readers? bwaahahahaha!!=p

And.....

SEAH MIN KEN is COMING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(did i spell your name correctly? i hope so. Let me know if i spelt it wrongly) yooooohooooooooooooo!!!! I cant wait to see him!! garfield ken :) You didnt come online? or i didnt online? or......? So long nvr chat with u d.. Anyway, all the best in ur exam bro!! miss ya;)

ciaoz.
bed time.
good night.