Tuesday, August 19, 2008

During my birthday in Apr, i got myself a pen which i've looked for for few years.
I owned the pen. I had a happy moment with the pen's accompanies. 4months later, somehow i've dropped it at somewhere. It dont belongs to me anymore. The pen found his way out to where he wants to go. I'll still continue finding where have i dropped the pen. Guess, i can't get it back anymore. The pen left me, leaving me all alone. Promises made between the pen and i will still remain there, never forget. I told myself: Shuxin, smile, the pen wouldnt happy if he knows you're like this now. So, i tried my best to smile, yet, failed. I'm sorry. This time, its time for me to learn. Learn to be tough, learn to smile on d worst time, learn to accept the fact and etc. I knew it is impossible for me to get the pen back since i dont know where i've dropped it. I'll be missing the pen, loving the pen as time goes by.
Dear pen, you'll get a better owner in the future.
Dear pen, i'm sorry for torturing you in this 4months time.
Dear pen, I am really thankful for what you hv done for me.
Dear pen, I bet you'll hv better time in the future.
Dear pen, God has a better plan for you, good luck.
Dear pen, I'll still be loving you, blessing you throughout the days.
Dear pen, take good care of yourself.
All the best, pen.


Anonymous: Thanks for your comments. Can i know who you are?

take care ppl.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

wow,buy gift 4 urself
haha
wat gone,let it go
the time while u holdin the pen,it's sure a sweet memory 4 u...
pen,may not keep 4 entire life
but memory do,each memory teach us difren things
make us improve
it's good u wil stil care about it
it's 可惜 tat u dropped it
but it bcame ur 可贵的 memory
which can alwaz b wit u all the time,
no matter where u r
it wil stil follow u
jus like Digi famous slogan
"i wil follow u,no matter where u r"
take care lo,i'm Anonymous A
it's good,u bcame mature,think in a btr way

Anonymous said...

"Time will make someone improve or grow up...
Everyone will face problem in their life...
I'm wish that you are solve the problem and not escape the problem..."
Pen...
Be glad that you have this pen before,without it,your life without that happy moment...
Not everyone have the chance get the pen which they really wan...
Give yourself some time to think back the happy moment with it...
Give yourself some time to find it back...
The pen never leave u alone...
You didnt dropped it somewhere,just you duno where you put...
It maybe just in your pocket,it maybe always beside you...
Since human created in this world,there is nothing is impossible...
So,there is no "can't get it back anymore"...
You not need learn to be tough,learn to smile on the worst time...
Because...
Smile always belong to you...
You already know when to smile,you already tough and you already know accept the fact...
What you should learn maybe is
"选你所爱,爱你所选"...
I duno you can understand this or not,no matter how,you should fight for what you wan...
Dun make this be the only regret in your life...
Appreciated your life...

Chronopredator said...

i somehow understand what you are writing here.
Well if you have dropped the pen somewhere and you can't find it back, that pen is somehow not meant for you though.

Even then, i am sure the pen and you did have a great time even though for that short period of time.

Well shuxin, you have to look forward now and wait for God to show you the right pen to use as you journey through your life.

If you have found the right pen, you can write with your pen all thru your life, till death do you apart.

You know pen is like human, sometimes you struggle with the pen while writing at times because the ink does not want to come out. Same goes to human, where two person will have ups and down in relationship.

All you require is genuine love and patience :)
Take care alright

Always reading your blog,
Love,
Vincent

Anonymous said...

see,got so many ppl care about u neh,hehehe
frenz wil alwaz bside u no matter when...
frenz is the best treasure 4 our life..
so apreciate it lo~

Sue Wen said...

hellooo shux! though i don't know wat u were trying to say indirectly, but i seriously hope that u ll cheer up. no more EMO, okay?This is something i read and i like it alot.
Lisa Bevere expressed it best when she said 'for centuries women have wrestled and waged war with the sons of Adam(men) in an attempt to get them to bless us and affirm our value. But this struggle has left us frustrated at best...In the end, it's all a senseless and exhausting process in which both parties lose.It is not the fault of the sons of Adam, they cannot give us the blessing we seek, and we have frightened them by giving them so much power over our souls. We must learn that the blessings we truly need come only from God'

Though i don't know whether it helps anot, just talk to someone n hopefully it helps okay? =)

Chronopredator said...

Hey there shuxin :).. I saw sue wen's comment on your post.. so I just wanted to add on.
Yes, I have not read the book written by Lisa Bevere yet. But I have something interesting to share with you.

Like what sue has told you .. the book tells that "IN THE END EVERYTHING IS A SENSELESS AND EXHAUSTING PROCESS IN WHICH BOTH PARTY LOSES"

In the book the Bait of Satan. written by John Bevere.. God tells us not to pick up offense, forgive one another and reconcile with the person who has hurt you..

Do you know then when you get hurt , it is easily for you to be offended for the second time? And when you are offended you habour unforgiveness . And when you do not forgive. you continue hating a person, and it is just very exhausting.

When you are offended , you have no peace of mind and you will not be able to smile from the bottom of your heart..
Often at times you will feel emotional..

You ask and ask why is this happening.. then you will soon cry.. it is okay to cry because you are hurt.. however .. if you do not forgive and let go of the past.. you will continue crying until time knows when..

You will continue to feel painful ..
And it will be very hard for you to be happy in your future relationship with a new guy.. if you harbor the bitterness of the previous relationship..

God forgave us by dying for all our sins on the cross.
By right all human race deserve hell. But no.
(God so loved the world He sent His only begotten Child that whoever believes in Him shall not persih but have eternal life. John 3:16)

So if God has forgiven all our sins when we believe in Him, we should in fact even more to forgive one another.

Shuxin .. I have a good news to share with you ... Among every being in this UNIVERSE. there is only ONE BEING who loves you more than any human more than anyone more than anything in this UNIVERSE. and HE IS GOD.
God loves You Shuxin.

I am telling you this because.. He loves me too, He loves Rachel, He loves sue wen, He loves every human being. Because He created them all :)
If you need a friend to talk to ..
I am here to hear you out :)