Feeling lonely

Loneliness kills.
Loneliness made one emotional.
Life is not smooth like a skating ground. It has many ups and downs, and for sure, we have to pass through all of them. Not to deny that there are times when one start feeling very lonely. And there am i.
The friends, who always seemed to be a tough support, no more appear to be the same due to different thinking, different point of view. No one can understand yourself better than you yourself. Definitely there would be no one who will stay forever with one except ourselves. No one will ever understand what i want, what my dream is. Therefore, no one can love me more than i do. You are the only person who can really cheer me up. You are the one i want to know. You are the one whom i find interesting in. I know its not an easy task to strike a basic friendship with you. Stalking you is not the way. But i believe i could succeed at this, as quoted "If i took the first step, are u going to take the rest of the steps?"
Cried because of your words. Yet, still not giving up. Grown tougher after every tears.
不断告诉自己，别再为你掉泪。
你，在那太遥远的地方，我达不到。
每一次经过，都仿佛在盼望着你的出现。
虽然你不懂，但无所谓。
身边的朋友都说我很神秘，哪有？其实我要的东西真得很简单。
不想再被你搞得神魂颠倒，希望你知道，真的知道。
讨厌自己那缺乏自信的一面。

终于回到家了，变得很懒散了。当初的我呢？变了。。变得懒散了。变得没那么情绪化了。。每当不开心时，就喜欢坐在黑白键前，听着抒情的音乐。。自然而然，你又出现在我脑海里。。似乎每一天都会出现。。自我陶醉。。幻想着一大堆的不可能。。但依然希望你感觉得到，知道。。

等了好久好久，却还没出现。。我也累了。晚安！
Good night!
Cheers!

Samuel Tcm: Thanks a lot for cheering me up last night. Sorry for keeping you up till so late :( Thanks for the "true friends(Allen, Jhen, Jin and u)" statement which you made which made me feel better! and i remember your doremon jokes @@" *Hugs*
Allen: Sorry and thanks!