Tuesday, March 30, 2010

从前。。。

好久好久没更新了。。每次有东西写,但又不知怎么写成文章。。
过去的几个星期都很忙很忙。。Year 2 就快结束了。。
我啊。。来了英国都差不多有半年多了。。如果还不习惯就真的很差劲了。。
哈哈。。冬天结束了,春天到来了(: 但是,怎么没有春天的感觉呢?
好啦,在远方的你们都还好吗?

还记得以前,你教我怎样不要那么善良、怎样不要对每个人都那么好、怎样去对一个人残忍、忽略他们等等。。时间久了,我发现原来我真的做不到。。我不像你那么冷血。。他们也是人啊,他们也有感觉的啊。。为何不让他们开开心心地过每一天呢?我真的不明白你。。可能是本性吧。。你就做好你自己,不要再让他人失望了。。

还记得去年,你都会问我:“姐,你要吃吗?我帮你。。”;今年,你不在我身边,我就自己帮自己啦。。我好想念你,你过得好吗?练球会辛苦吗?无论如何,你一定要吃得饱,睡得好,一定一定要有足够的休息啦。。我很快就会回去了,到时候,我就会带你去吃sushi,龙的传人,看电影,好吗?加油!!加油,炜杰!!

以前的新年,一定会到处去拜年。。今年就。。。。特别点,在国外,但,我一点也不寂寞。。很意外的收到了一位学长的贺年卡。。谢谢你!!其实不只是这样,我有很多的新年饼吃,但,都很舍不得把它们吃完:( 爸妈,谢谢你们给我寄了肉干、我最爱的sushi roll,popiah roll 等等。。。所以啊,我怎么会寂寞呢?
ps, i'm alone, but i'm not lonely (:

其实啊,我现在没有缺什么。。我只是希望我的手能快点好起来。。但是,事情不是我想象中那么理想。。从去年十二月到现在。。。情况在恶化。。我不出声并不是我不在乎。。现在,不仅不能拿太重的东西,也不能在黑白键上自由、轻轻松松地跳舞,更不用说想打排球。。。简直是不可能!!真的要等到回家吗?我还可以做什么??Nvm, I believe it will recover soon(:

I still have a lot stories to share, but, give me some time.. I'll try to put them in words (:

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

This is so crappy!!!!!!!
Since when a right decision can be made??!!!
(^%!@!#*@#()!^$*(!^#&*%@#&*#@!&(*
Chill, chill, you'll be fine. take a deep breathe~ Be calm..

Thursday, February 18, 2010

有时候,
懂得太多未必是件好事。。
过分的关心不能改变什么。。
选择性的懂、偶尔的关心就足够了。。
分分钟,换来的却是反感。。
你要的未必是我要的,不要再自以为是。。
“放长线,钓大鱼”
人,总得学会如何控制,如何放手。。
以这样简单的道理,人,一定可以活得更开心~

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year!
New year, new breakthrough..
This is my first and probably the last CNY without my family, relatives here in UK.
There's no CNY feel here, not at all in Nottingham, probably there is in bigger cities like London and Manchester? I've no idea..
I miss the CNY biscuits, bak gua, nian gao etc..
I miss having reunion dinner with my family..
I miss having a day out with Mulians for CNY visits..
Cleaning the whole house and prepare for CNY..
Tuned to Msia's frequency for CNY songs..
However, listening to CNY songs in cold weather, is not a good thing after all:(
Anyway, I'll be home SOON :D
GONG XI FA CAI!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! :)

It so happened that Valentines Day falls on the same day as CNY this year..
Romantic day out?
Nothing special, just another ordinary day to me.
Everyone has someone, but, I have more than one.
Dont think I need someone to be my special one for now (:
All I want for now is my family.
Dear, darling, honey? NO, FAMILY!!! and friends of course (:
Happy Valentines Day!!

btw, dinner with bf/gf or with family?=p

Just heard that there is such thing call "bf/gf for RENT". WHAT??!!! bf/gf can be rent?! Is this necessary??!! What on earth is happening??!! @@" ()@&*#*^$(%@!&$#(!*&$_@#

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Results day!!!!
Before start questioning me, please allow me to say that it's expected.
I didn't do as well as compared to Year 1.
Pretty disappointed.
Yet, I'm not going to give anymore excuse or put the blame on anyone for my poor performance.
So, is a MUST for me to catch up in this sem!!!
Hence,
CUT DOWN TIME ON MSN, SKYPE
NO MORE CONSECUTIVE WEEKEND VACATION
CUT DOWN TIME FOR FB(anyone want to help me with this? =p)
NO MORE SLACKING
NO MORE MIDNIGHT LIFE
NO MORE THAN 8HOURS SLEEP PER DAY
.....(to be added)

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Thursday, January 28, 2010

19th week

19th week? WHAT?

Time flies...
19 weeks in UK
19 weeks without family by my side
19 weeks settling everything by my own
19 weeks without my car
19 weeks without my bed
19 weeks with colddddd weather
19 weeks without outings with Mulians
19 weeks without hanging out with Vivian YHP, Uncle Neth etc
19 weeks without TV
19 weeks without cinema
19 weeks without One Utama
19 weeks without mom's home cooked dinner
the list will go on and on and on...

From the airport
to lunch @ Subway, UK on 17Sept 2009
to Goose Fair on 3 Oct 2008
to my first Mid Autumn Festival in UK on 4 Oct 2009
to Brewery Factory visit on 27 Oct 2009
to Nottingham games on 31 October 2009
to Bath & Stonehenge on 7 Nov 2009
to my final year2 sem1 lab session on 5 Nov 2009
t0 first sing k session in UK on 10 Nov 2009
to Tiger-tiger in Manchester on 13 November 2009
to Cheshire Oaks, Chester on 14 Nov 2009
to Benjamin Cheong's birthday on 23 Nov 2009
to Sook Fun's birthday, 30 Nov 2009
to Lincoln on 6 Dec 2009to my final Year 2 sem1 coursework due on 11 Dec 2009
to Birmingham on 12 Dec 2009
to my first snow in UK on 17 Dec 2009
to my visit to Nottingham Jubilee Campus on 17 Dec 2009
to Gan Wooi Hoong and Soo Zeng Chey's arrival in Nottingham on 19 Dec 2009
to my flight to Amsterdam, Netherlands on 20 Dec 2009
and also my first backpack travelling
to my arrival in Amsterdam on 20 Dec 2009
to my first snowman-making-in-progress, and first snow ball fighting in Amsterdam on 20 Dec 2009
to the Sex Museum, Amsterdam on 21 Dec 2009
to the Anne Frank House, Amsterdam on 22 Dec 2009
to Guiness Brewery Factory, Amsterdam on 22 Dec 2009
to the Rijksmuseum, Amsterdam on 22 Dec 2009
to the Nemo Museum, Amsterdam on 23 Dec 2009
(ps, we were a few minutes late!!!! And it was closed!!! Arghhhh!!!)
to the Red Light District, Amsterdam 0n 23 Dec 2009
to my first overnight-in-airport-experience at Amsterdam Schiphol Airport on 23 Dec 2009
to my first Christmas in UK on 25 Dec 2009
Last, but not least, me myself (:

There goes year 2009, what about 2010? What I'd done so far? Well..... was having some very stressful life... Was very very busy preparing for my exam... Now, exams over, and sem2 starts.. Today, is my 4th day of sem2, and, I can already smell the stress!!! :(

19 weeks, not very long, but, not to say is a short period too.. Things changes, people changes. Me? Yea, I changed too.. I'm so much rounder compared to when i'm in Msia.. aww :(

So, people!!! Date me out before I continue with my stressssssful life... (: Skype/msn/email me (:
And, I'll be back soooon!!! :D

I still remember, on 21 Jan 2010, which is my last day of exam.. I got up at 3am, and i phone my dad at 5am(which is 1pm Msia time)..
Me: Goooooooood morning!!!!
Dad: Why you're awake now?
Me: Err.. study lohh.. Last paper in 4hours time..
Dad: Are u coming back soon?
Me: Err... Not so soon daddy, probably mid Aug or early Sept.. Why?
Dad: Waaaaa!!! U come back for few weeks and u going back to UK?!
Me: (laugh) hahaha!! Nolarr... Not coming back to UK (:
Then, pass to mommy...
Me: Miss me??
Mom: Are u coming back for cny?
Me: Aww... Noo, I cant make my way back for cny, I've class :(
Suddenly pass to my brother.. =.=
Bro: jie... U going to London ar?
Me: Err.. not sure.. apasal?
Bro: When u go down to London, u err... help me buy iPhone kayyyy??
Me: Waaa......
(and the conversation continues)

Didnt know my parents want me to go back so badly... awwwww... simple yet sweet (:

Thats all for now.. Stay tuned (:
Take care peeps!♥

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Finally

MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally, exams over!

But, I am not as excited as I tought it would be.. Anyway, thanks to Xiao Yien, Foong May, Kar Sheng, Ernest, Esther Min Hui and all my other coursemates who helped me throughout this exam. This is not an easy one, overall. I've did some of the quite-impossible things during preparation.. How the results gonna turn out to be like? Will wait and see.. Now all i want is, SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Look at me, I'm ZOMBIEFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've not been sleeping so late, getting up so early for any test before!! Imagine, sleeping at 8am(once), or 3am; or getting up at 3am(once)... This is so not my style!!! I know i looks horrible@@" I know i know.. I'm sorry T.T

Oooookayyy, hibernation time!

Good night world!!♥

Saturday, January 9, 2010

S...Str...streee....stresss!!!!!
Last minute exam syndrome? Hahahaha! I've no ideaaa~
Some said I've already sot-tified. True? mwahahahah!! Probably..

Here's some of the little things done by different people to keep my stress level controlled, keep my mood up up up (:
Yea, this is from my little bro.. He's just so cute(dont u think so too?) that I couldnt stop missing him :( Thank brooo...

-image has been removed- :(
This another ugly yet encouraging drawing from a friend of mine way back in Msia.. (:

This is the reason why I love talking to them, they'll never fail to keep me happy..
All these are simple, yet they're just so sweet (: Thanks alot..♥

Okayy!! Times up!!!
I gotta back to my BOOOOOOK T.T
3more days to my EXAM!!! OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

我不开心吗?
我羡慕?
我妒嫉?
我后悔?
还是我错过了?
原来每个人都这么善变。。
不管是男是女。。
是老是少。。
全部都一样。。