好久没听到你的笑声、严肃的样子了，好不习惯。。你真的还好吗？不要什么都憋在心里好吗？告诉我们发生了什么事可以吗？拜托你好好照顾自己好吗？不要再让我们担心了好吗？我现在只有一个小小的要求，那就是想你赶快好起来，健健康康、开开心心地跟我们过接下来的日子，可以吗？就这么简单而已，做得到吗？能够让我提前许个愿望吗？它会实现吗?

奋斗的那颗心，你去了哪儿？
天下没有白吃的午餐，请你好好努力!

人类，是一个很奇怪的动物。。
人一天一天地长大，烦恼也跟个一天一天增加。。
为什么我们就不能开开心心地过每一天呢？
反正，开心是一天；不开心也是一天。。
我们不知道接下来的日子会有多长多久，为什么就不能珍惜当下呢？
珍惜眼前人！
要懂得惜福！

Just another quick shoutout:
Just one more paper, ONE MORE!!! and I'm D-O-N-E with my 2nd year :)) hoooorayyy!!!

累了。。真的累了。。
很想。。很想放手、放弃，可以吗？
离家八个月了，我想。。。

我想，是时候回家了，我想家了、想念爸妈的唠叨。
很变态吧？不，当你离家久了，你就会明白- 家，永远是最棒、最温暖的！
偶尔，一个短短的信息，已足以让我开心很久很久。。
病倒时，第一个想到的一定是家，永远都那么温暖的家、家人。。
考试时，第一个想到的也是家，那两个永远都会和我打打骂骂的弟弟，至少我不会那么寂寞。。

我想，真的该回了，我想念mulians，真的很怀念以往的时光，很想回到那个窝，mulians是我力量、开心的来源，我不属于这里。。我很怀念马六甲的欢乐时光，你们呢？我很想很想join你们的每一个outings...

我开始对这里厌倦了。。久了，麻木了，也不理了。。

不过，还好有一位随call随到的mulians成员陪我熬过每一个开心、不开心的时光。。谢谢你，palia。。他，每次都会关心我、安慰我、和我聊聊天到天亮。。原来我不孤独。。祝你面试成功！！没问题啦~ see you soon!!!

Still in the mist of exam.. 3down, 3more to go, then, i'm done with my 2nd year.. And, babehhh, i'm BACK!!!! :))

stay tuned!

Dear all,



I'm currently very busy for my final, which is in 6days time T.T
Will be back after exams!!!

Good luck to those who're having exams :))
Study hard, then, we'll play even harder!!!

Take care~

Happening

I'm super on weih!! Never thought this would ever happen..

Had a really really great time with the Solid Rock people..

Oh right, some of you might not know this.. I've been attending a Christian fellowship called "Solid Rock" every Friday evening since Feb. They are really nice, friendly, sporty, spontaneous people.. Big thanks to Ben! (:

I didnt manage to attend the retreat organised by Solid Rock, haihh!!! But still, they manage to organise more events after that..

Lets see...

Thurs - Frisbee in the evening

Fri - Chilling at the city, movie and game session which ended at 3am

Sat - Frisbee early in the morning and lunch

Sun - Super spontaneous BBQ partieeee and also game session

Nonstop man!!! I can't believe this!! But, i really enjoy to the max!! Thanks SR people!! (: I gonna miss you guys man :(
So now... ITS TIME TO CATCH UP WITH MY REVISION!!!!! No more spontaneous BBQ or steamboat till next week please, but i don't mind playing Frisbee (:

从前。。。

好久好久没更新了。。每次有东西写，但又不知怎么写成文章。。
过去的几个星期都很忙很忙。。Year 2 就快结束了。。
我啊。。来了英国都差不多有半年多了。。如果还不习惯就真的很差劲了。。
哈哈。。冬天结束了，春天到来了(: 但是，怎么没有春天的感觉呢？
好啦，在远方的你们都还好吗？

还记得以前，你教我怎样不要那么善良、怎样不要对每个人都那么好、怎样去对一个人残忍、忽略他们等等。。时间久了，我发现原来我真的做不到。。我不像你那么冷血。。他们也是人啊，他们也有感觉的啊。。为何不让他们开开心心地过每一天呢？我真的不明白你。。可能是本性吧。。你就做好你自己，不要再让他人失望了。。

还记得去年，你都会问我：“姐，你要吃吗？我帮你。。”；今年，你不在我身边，我就自己帮自己啦。。我好想念你，你过得好吗？练球会辛苦吗？无论如何，你一定要吃得饱，睡得好，一定一定要有足够的休息啦。。我很快就会回去了，到时候，我就会带你去吃sushi，龙的传人，看电影，好吗？加油！！加油，炜杰！！

以前的新年，一定会到处去拜年。。今年就。。。。特别点，在国外，但，我一点也不寂寞。。很意外的收到了一位学长的贺年卡。。谢谢你！！其实不只是这样，我有很多的新年饼吃，但，都很舍不得把它们吃完:( 爸妈，谢谢你们给我寄了肉干、我最爱的sushi roll，popiah roll 等等。。。所以啊，我怎么会寂寞呢？
ps, i'm alone, but i'm not lonely (:

其实啊，我现在没有缺什么。。我只是希望我的手能快点好起来。。但是，事情不是我想象中那么理想。。从去年十二月到现在。。。情况在恶化。。我不出声并不是我不在乎。。现在，不仅不能拿太重的东西，也不能在黑白键上自由、轻轻松松地跳舞，更不用说想打排球。。。简直是不可能！！真的要等到回家吗？我还可以做什么？？Nvm, I believe it will recover soon(:

I still have a lot stories to share, but, give me some time.. I'll try to put them in words (:

This is so crappy!!!!!!!

Since when a right decision can be made??!!!

(^%!@!#*@#()!^$*(!^#&*%@#&*#@!&(*

Chill, chill, you'll be fine. take a deep breathe~ Be calm..

有时候，

懂得太多未必是件好事。。

过分的关心不能改变什么。。

选择性的懂、偶尔的关心就足够了。。

分分钟，换来的却是反感。。

你要的未必是我要的，不要再自以为是。。

“放长线，钓大鱼”

人，总得学会如何控制，如何放手。。

以这样简单的道理，人，一定可以活得更开心~

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year!
New year, new breakthrough..

This is my first and probably the last CNY without my family, relatives here in UK.

There's no CNY feel here, not at all in Nottingham, probably there is in bigger cities like London and Manchester? I've no idea..

I miss the CNY biscuits, bak gua, nian gao etc..

I miss having reunion dinner with my family..

I miss having a day out with Mulians for CNY visits..

Cleaning the whole house and prepare for CNY..

Tuned to Msia's frequency for CNY songs..

However, listening to CNY songs in cold weather, is not a good thing after all:(

Anyway, I'll be home SOON :D

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! :)

It so happened that Valentines Day falls on the same day as CNY this year..

Romantic day out?

Nothing special, just another ordinary day to me.

Everyone has someone, but, I have more than one.

Dont think I need someone to be my special one for now (:

All I want for now is my family.

Dear, darling, honey? NO, FAMILY!!! and friends of course (:

Happy Valentines Day!!

btw, dinner with bf/gf or with family?=p

Just heard that there is such thing call "bf/gf for RENT". WHAT??!!! bf/gf can be rent?! Is this necessary??!! What on earth is happening??!! @@" ()@&*#*^$(%@!&$#(!*&$_@#

Results day!!!!

Before start questioning me, please allow me to say that it's expected.

I didn't do as well as compared to Year 1.

Pretty disappointed.

Yet, I'm not going to give anymore excuse or put the blame on anyone for my poor performance.

So, is a MUST for me to catch up in this sem!!!

Hence,

CUT DOWN TIME ON MSN, SKYPE

NO MORE CONSECUTIVE WEEKEND VACATION

CUT DOWN TIME FOR FB(anyone want to help me with this? =p)

NO MORE SLACKING

NO MORE MIDNIGHT LIFE

NO MORE THAN 8HOURS SLEEP PER DAY

.....(to be added)

=)