Feeling so lonely so empty.
It became a habit for me to look back at our photos. I want those in your phone. You promised me not to delete any of them.
I felt so sorry that i made my parents worry about me.
Yesterday, i decided to make Sushi, just to keep myself occupied so that i dont have time to think of him. Who knows, once i finish making, he pop up in my mind again.
Of course, tears dropped.
Both mom and dad saw that and kept asking me what happened, yet, i refused to tell them but i think they can guess by themselves.
Then, the whole car remain silent just because i was unhappy.
Brother was just so so so smart.. He skipped those songs which will reminds me of him.
Dad brought us to KLCC last night. I like to shop kao kao in KLCC, probably that is why he brought us to KLCC once he saw i cried, to cheer me up. Thanks daddy.
But i din buy anythin at the end.
Early this morning, my dad opened my door and came in and look at me. He seldom came into my room. Guess he is worrying about me doing stupid thing. I felt so guilty for making them worry. I'm sorry..
Atleast for now for today, i haven't drop any tears. I'll try and i'm doing my very best.
Thanks for those who are trying to cheer me up. Give me some time, i'll be fine:)
Its hard as Lih Chi said. We went to tooo many places, too many stories, too many memories etc. He will automatically pop up in my mind whenever i pass by those places or even listening to some songs.
Currently listening to: Everything by Lee Hom. Automatically, it reminds me of him again. Wondering what is he doing, how is he doing. Well, i'll just wait till he come and find me. till then...
take care people!
Need to clean up my messy tableeee now T.T
oh ya!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!
will not give up.
5 comments:
happy to read ur new post..
because it is rather a happier post compared to previous one?
Haha.. I'm still trying hard to control my tears :)
1st
happy be-early CNY to u sin~
2nd
now only clear ur messy table,a bit late ba
3rd
to forget sumthing,nid times,n will feel sum feelin while u remind it
y dun dun forget about it?
jus let it b
wound will nid time to recover
time is the best medicine
mayb
but not for me
hahahaha
(i oso duno wat am i talkin @.@)
jus feel like
if hav pill can make me forget everything,tat's cool
b4 eat tat,i will go a place which no one know me,then eat it
start a new life
if there is another pill which can remove feelin
lagi best,hahahaha
it's really hard,feel like wana cry out
but jus canT...
heart feel very uncomfortable
no one to talk to
no one care me
no one
no one
sry i keep 吐糟 at ur blog
hehe
bcuz i got no one to talk to...
Cheer Xin!!! I know you can make it. I agree with you that when you're busy with something you will forget about him. But this is just temporary, i had experienced before. No one can help you except yourself, let your heart wide open, think in a better way will make you feel better. Sometimes memory is better than having him, keep the memory in your heart and if both of you are fated, both of you will be together again.
anonymous:
Happy CNY to u too!
Pris:
Thanks! I'll try my best:) *hugss*
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