M Y L I F E . M Y S O U L .

After setting down, realised that life isn't as complicated as i thought.
When we were young, as lik early secondary school, majority think that only partnered will experience happiness. Yet, we're so so so wrong. After end of Jan, I realise the meaning of living of life. Happiness doesn't depends on other people, but on you yourself. When u choose to live happily, there you goes. After reading his blog, realise that living is simple. After chatting with Uncle Neth for ages(i can hardly remember when we knew each other), i realise that i'm still living in my very own world. Stepping out of the "circle" would make oneself clearer of what they want.

Things dont seems lik turning into what i want. Simple life is what i've been looking so far. Why am i always living in pressured lifestyle? Why am i always worried about other people's feeling and tortured myself? wth! Is this really what i want? It dont seems to be. The fact should be what i told Lih Chi, my mom previously. wth is happening? I cant follow the rhythm. Since when Msia became UK?! Since when i follow UK timing? Wake up please! Solver, solve my problems, please, and thanks! Binodal solubility curve, tells me where should i stand, I'd prefer to be in the region of immiscible liquids. Is nt tat i'm anti-social. Is not that i want to stand alone. But is the fact that, i'm not ready yet to counter everything.

Mr J: I'd say u're really really lucky. I'm so sorry for the misunderstanding between us.
Mr Clown: I'd say u're really really unlucky. Its going to be the torturous period with 22*3*3*

Please, tell me what can i do. Growing up is part of the processes that we will pass through. But, the ability of passing every problem is not determined by age. Trust, determination, confidence, understanding are the preliminaries. However, when the preliminaries do not achieved, how are we going to pass through the on coming difficulties? Give up or stays on? Yes, i'm easily beaten down, i admit.

I enjoy being single. I love the way i am, but not the way i was. I'm still improving. Thanks for the advises, encouragements that everyone gave. I enjoy being bullied(wth!). I enjoy being myself.

I'm here to announce: I'm attached forever-ly to VIVIAN YAP HOOI PIN!!!
(how dare u say we are not? LOL)
Nobody is going to get me from her! Though i know she got her another half, but, who cares? I still love her to bits!

I'm lesbian? If you think so, then i am; if you query, then i am not ;) Well, whatever you say.

You might wonder what the heck i was bullshitting. Well, just ignore this post if you cant get what i mean ;) I'm just purely expressing my feeling, my thinking and blah-ing my childishness =.= wth! lol

Mr Clown: Please understand this post. But dont ask me anythin about this post.