This is way beyond what i can tahan!
You are really annoying!
Freeztyle YJ or whatever name you have, can you just please stop msging me, tagging me etc?
You are just so childish!
I dont even know who the hell you are.
Please dont pretend as if you are very close to me.
NO WAY! Never!
Wtf u wan? Bare in mind that i dont even know who u are ok?
you are nobody!

please f off, get lost.
If you are just tryin to be fren with me, this is not the way. too much!!
hiu!!

Dear readers:
Sorry for the vulgar words, but all have been censored=s

Finally i was out for sports for this week.. Thanks ZhenYi, KarSheng, Bolwin, Donny, Markus and LihChi. I was really happy, enjoyed. Really thanks alot! Just realised that you guys love me so much, we played around more than i expected. And now i'm in mood to study, finally :)

Yesterday, watched KS's performance on Spotlight. *two thumbs up* I got so much to learn from u.. You motivated me to play my piano again.

Yesterday also, results was out, WHICH WAS SUPPOSE TO RELEASE ON FRIDAY!!! damm why release so early? Results was out of my expectation. Anyway, really need to thanks LihChi alot alot for helping me throughout the exams + the situation i was facing. Thanks a lot! loveyou<3

To Mr J:
I felt guilty for what i've done. I'm sorry, really. I really dont know how to express my feeling right now, its very complicated. I admit sometimes i do feel happy, but i am actually feeling more pressured. The better you trying to give me, the more stressful i am. Again, out of my expectation. I hope you can focus more on other more important stuffs:) seeyou!

random

Annoys annoying and finally annoyed!!

goodnight!

Class just ended. Somehow, Vivian Yap Wei Wen pop up in my mind. Missing her right now.. (i know u can feel my emo-ness). So, went to read her blog. Feel that she is so weak.. Tears are rolling when i was reading her blog. Why? Touching? i dont know.. I really feel lik crying now.. (luckily nobody is beside me now, phew!) Really hope that she can take good care of herself, be tough:) i believe Roy will always be there for you..

Friends around me are blogging about how they spent their valentines. Accidentaly, i found out the truth. I'm really disappointed on your dishonesty. But luckily i found it before hand. So, back to uni life.. Its the same thing over and over again. Courseworks, example sheets.. arghh.. i feel so stressful right now.. I should be doing hw but not onlining LOL.. well, relax larr.. who cares? xP

I'm going to my uni's music room SOON, very soon, in 5min time:) Its my first time of entering this music room.. Someone(you know who you are) forgotten about it yesterdayyy.. Nevermind.. Drum drum here i come :D I know it sounds a bit rude or weird for me to play drum.. But, i wanna try viola tooo!! hopefully uni's music room has everythin i wished to play.. lol.. greedy-nya! But, i know once i enter music room, i'll think of my home.. Nevermind, just 2more nights, then i can back to my home sweet home again.. Wondering how can i survive if i study in overseas.

Guess my bro is off to Malacca today for his circuit.. Good luck:) Do your best! i know you are aiming for the China or wherever competition.. Dont disappoint Victor, your sponsor! Will see you on Sunday! Love you! Will be missing you thou.

Cant wait for Lih Chi to come back.. Feel lik i have so so so many stories to share with her. I bet she sure got some nice experience to share with me, especially her beloved COFFEE!!! Haha! Since last Thurs, after she leave, my so-called healthy lifestyle disappear again!!! arghh!! I really feel lik play moving arounddd!!

Guess this weekend is the last free-weekend i can have before the final exam ends, as my labs are starting next week.. I'll be so busy after this perhaps? So.. I apology for my lack of updates in the future.. But i'll try, again.. Haha!

Guys out there, you are still welcome to leave me msges in the chatter box beside, email me, sms me or even call me :) Stay in touch!

5pm!!!! MUSIC ROOM TIME!!!
ciaoz!
take care people :)

People may wonder how i celebrated my Valentine's?
Well.. Someone(you know who you are xP) turned me down.. aiks! kat Cyber pun tak nak come back.. ishh!!
So, i spent my night with my family :D what a good daughter.. Haha..
I'm oh-so-emo.. Why? Because another half of me is at Australia enjoying herself now T.T
dumped me alone for 1week.. :'(
LIH CHI!!!!! faster come back! I need you!!! :( and i miss u too..
I'm suffering, really suffering.. Why everythin happen at the same time?
Why guys must have those thinking? I really dont understand, who can tell me why?
Remember last time, were quite close to Mr. S. But.. After that conversation, we somehow lik turned into strangers. Why?!
What does this mean? I dont understand, really!

Its Monday again. What does this means? Means i hav to go back to Uni.. Aiks.. Courseworks are piling up alr.. Exams are coming, nearer and nearer..
So, bed time:)
good night!

wat to write? wat to write? *idea idea come come come!!
Alright.. again, woke up quite late this morning.. Pretty shame on myself.. How can i be like this? I'm a girl, i should be hardworking but not lazying around.. C'mon Shuxin!!! goshh @@ shameful:(

It's Chinese Valentines Day.. as well as the final night of Chinese New Year.. So, before the Chinese New Year ends, my dad decided to bring us for goooood meal.. :D We dine in Restoran Palace in Selayang..
the lou sang.. i think its the first lou sang my parents and bros have.. This is my 2nd time.. sad rite? I tot we're suppose to lou atleast 3 or 4times per chinese new year? Nevermind, i'm satisfied :D
the result.. Kinda different from outside one.. I'd rather call this as a fruit-lou sang.. Nice!! *two thumb up*

dish#1

dish#2

i dont hav a different pic for dish#3.. so here comes d overall ones..

looks delicious? hungry?
*mission complete!!* mwahahaha!! omg.. i'm so evil:(
drink of the day-WARBURN

I'm going back to uni later.. in few hours time.. OH NO!!! i dont want to!!!! hate hectic life :(
-off to bed-
good night people! :)

Got up quite early this morning to jogging.
SHUXIN JOGGING??!
Yupps!! I went jogging.. :D i just simply dont know why i'm having such a healthy lifestyle thesedays.. *wondering*
Went to Chem Lim's hse around 230pm.. It was really a sudden invitation from him.. 7 of us went.. Stayed at his house till 6smtg.. Card games and chit chat for sure.. Sir opened 1 bottle of red wine and ask the girls to finish it @@ so..we finished it with sir's help.. terrible..!
Went for Niji Sushi nearby my house after left sir's house.. tired, really tired.
Came home after that. and i'm here blogging right now :D

to Mr Q:
somehow you annoyed me. I dont know what else you wan. and i'm not going to giving any single thing anymore. i gave up! Please dont ask me why i do so. Please dont ask me why i'm talking to u in such tone. Please dont expect anythin from me anymore. You should grown and think what you did. what a shame on you. always with plenty rubbish alasan. so sick of it.

its 2nd last day of CNY, how sad :(
bed time!
Good nite :)

Its my 100th post:) So i decided to post something relatively longer and special perhaps?
Firstly, i'd like to apologize for the lack of updating my blog.. Sorry!! Really sorry about that!
So..
Lets rewind back to Dec 2008.
22 Dec 2008
Attended cousin's wedding dinner. Nothing much to elaborate, so again, pictures will do:)
*I can hardly remember what actually happened exactly, I'll try to write + upload as much as pictures as i can.. I try:)

2Jan 2009
Celebrate gemuk and uncle KC's birthday..

mom looks so excited, WHY? i dont know!! lolDaddy & BroThe Chia's
*spot, i'm d shortest!! sigh :(
the brothers :) <3 them alot!!

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i suppose nothing special happened between this and CNY, coz i was busy with my exam..
dont ask me hows my exam!! gahhhh!!

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So, lets talk about my CNY, how i celebrated my CNY?
Its almost the same as previous years, except i have longer break for CNY!!! *clapps*
Chinese New Year Eve

drink of the day - PURPLE ANGEL!!! thats superrr nice but cost about 300-400!=.= and bro n i drunk@@ lol.. I'm not a pro drinker.. sobs!

see.. the oh-so-drunk looks of mine@@' in reality, my face and body is much much more red-er than in picture..

Next day, headed down to hometown.. Nothing much happened..
but, see what is this?

ITS PORSCHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screammm*!!

Yes, believe what you saw!! I drove Porsche!!! Was very happy:)

Then, came back to Kepong and busy with gathering, visiting friends' house.. I've got no photos, so i skip that part 1st..
Look at what is this..
Ya, its Monopoly. But what is so special about this monopoly? Its CREDIT CARD MONOPOLY!!!! *screammm!!!*

look at this little thingy here... swipe swipe swipe:)

met Xuan Hong at Alex's house.. Waa..!!! Have not seen you for ages!!!! Yet, still so bully-able. Lol kiddingg h4e :D
Alex and i.. He came back from Russia and he refused to inform me, because he wanted to give me a surprise!! And there he goes.. Really surprised and shocked when see him.. But now.. Today, he went back to Russia again :( You told me that you'll be coming back during summer break!! We shall plan smtg :D Take care ya doctor-to-be Alex Koh Zhi Yang :D (hopefully i didnt spell your name wrongly)

*this is an antique pic from OB night 2008.

Me and Viv..
Vivian Yap Wei Wen is leaving for Aussie tonight(later). I'm really sorry that i couldnt send you to airport. Remember to take good care of yourself! Try to be tough:) Dont worry about the things that you dont know, you'll learn by then! I'll always be there for you, dont worry so much! Good luck viv! All the best! Take care!! will be missing you!
*hugss* <3

I got so much more to write..!!

I'm kinda surprised that some of my friends actually read my blog. Especially Jessie Lim, Kar Ying and Mr J. Feeling so pressure also because my english is just so kns=x Banyak banyak sorry for my broken english kay? Feel free to correct my mistakes ^^

Had a really long video conversation with Mr. J last night. Found out many things. Surprised too..

Alright, i'm running out of idea what to blog, i shall blog about my uni life soon(i hope). Oh ya!!! I alr hav my 1st assignment in d very 1st day of 2nd sem!!!! I hate this!!! Arghh.. nevermind, now i shall chill myself by chatting with Mr. J. Time to go:D

Take care people!! Cheers!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Third day i suppose?
This is not the end of the world.
Shuxin is ALIVE!! It's not like i'm going to die without him.
But i'll die without friends and family!!! Any friends of mine decided to leave me too? You'd better not!!
However, i won't deny that i miss him or things like that.
Going out soon.. Going to have fun with my beloved friends :)
Got to go!! Gotta dress up myself ^^
cheers!

btw, thanks for those who are still cheering me up:) love you guys! <3

emptiness

Second day without him. I'm still trying very hard to get back to normal Shuxin.
Feeling so lonely so empty.
It became a habit for me to look back at our photos. I want those in your phone. You promised me not to delete any of them.
I felt so sorry that i made my parents worry about me.
Yesterday, i decided to make Sushi, just to keep myself occupied so that i dont have time to think of him. Who knows, once i finish making, he pop up in my mind again.
Of course, tears dropped.
Both mom and dad saw that and kept asking me what happened, yet, i refused to tell them but i think they can guess by themselves.
Then, the whole car remain silent just because i was unhappy.
Brother was just so so so smart.. He skipped those songs which will reminds me of him.
Dad brought us to KLCC last night. I like to shop kao kao in KLCC, probably that is why he brought us to KLCC once he saw i cried, to cheer me up. Thanks daddy.
But i din buy anythin at the end.
Early this morning, my dad opened my door and came in and look at me. He seldom came into my room. Guess he is worrying about me doing stupid thing. I felt so guilty for making them worry. I'm sorry..
Atleast for now for today, i haven't drop any tears. I'll try and i'm doing my very best.
Thanks for those who are trying to cheer me up. Give me some time, i'll be fine:)
Its hard as Lih Chi said. We went to tooo many places, too many stories, too many memories etc. He will automatically pop up in my mind whenever i pass by those places or even listening to some songs.

Currently listening to: Everything by Lee Hom. Automatically, it reminds me of him again. Wondering what is he doing, how is he doing. Well, i'll just wait till he come and find me. till then...

take care people!
Need to clean up my messy tableeee now T.T
oh ya!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!

will not give up.